I disappoint myself because I'm shit

The end of the thing that never actually began except inside my head once.

I had a dream about you last night
You had a convertible.
I had a puppy.
She was dressed as an Avatar.
The roads were very big and it was busy.
You took us to the airport.
We didn't have any luggage.
'I'm gonna cry in bed when I get back to England tonight.' I said.
'You probably will.' You said.
At one point we held hands.

Today I wrote

Today I wrote something new and I sent it to Popshot.

It's called 'Bryan Adams and the ritual of the curtains'

I want them to fall in love with it.
If they don't I'll give it to you.

You must keep it safe, it has my heart inside.

Sheridan and the things that happened then

'You make me feel like a sghetti hoop prostitute.'
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Into the sea, I release my pain

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Today, I start again

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Changes at home

"You never made it clear that this meant something." He said.

"You never made it clear that it didn't." She said.

I could have done something else, anything else

"I saw you sitting on the side of the road today." I said.
"You did?" You said.
"You looked broken." I said.
"I felt like I couldn't try anymore." You said.
"Perhaps if I'd been braver I would have stopped." I said.
"Perhaps if you were a lot of things this would have been different." You said.

There didn't seem to be anything else to say so I sat at the table and played with the zip on my jacket.

You looked out the window.
I knew you were somewhere else but I didn't ask where.

I wish I had now.

Things can change. I'm almost sure of that.

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This is me

New, age, technical, from object to new object. Travelling. This is then.
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